You are going to be okay, give yourself some time, you going to get out of this mess and be better than before. You, are going to be okay. trust me. you are going to turn out just fine.
You are a very strong girl. All of these pening and runsing are so temporary that they are going to disappear in no time. have faith, sabar, keep praying. and Allah is here with you. and Allah is here. always.
Do not seek comfort in human, they going to give a temporary comfort, and you are going to be more pening after that. don't you see it now. you are even more pening arent you.
look what's infront of you. do not go back looking whats behind you. there are reasons why it is behing you so that you can't see them. stop looking back. stop.
that's enough. you need to stop. right now.
love yourself, Ika.